Solitude

Freshman year has by far been the best and worst year of my life.

When people ask me what my favorite school year has been, I've always said 6th grade.

But now I can say 6th AND 9th.

I don't think I've ever laughed as much as this year and I thank God for it.

For the people who he has brought me close too, for the smiles that I've seen on others faces, for teachers who have taught me more about life than school.

Here are some people who have impacted my life this yearrr.

1. You are the person that I've become closest to this year, not only are you so different from anyone i've ever met, you lead me in an amazing direction. I know your confused on some things right now, but your a wonderful person inside and out. I love you so much and I swear that we will hang out soon, it's pathetic I've never had a best friend that I haven't hung out with.

2. You have been my best friend since the beginning of time, you know more about me than anyone else, and I'm so thankful that God put you in my life. You have taught me more than you think and you are smarter than you think as well. Give yourself more credit, your a very strong girl.

3. You are new in my life,

and I want you to stay in it :)

4. I miss you, girl I never see you at school and we have only hung out a couple of times but, I miss being in classes with you. I really really hope we have classes together next year like 8th grade.

5. I think you are one of the sweetest and most creative person I've ever met. You are going to read this most likely, but not know that it is you. I think you are very smart and strong as well, plus I don't think I could have made it through art class without you. I want to hang out this summer... and steal your wardrobe... (that might give it away.)

6. Babyy gurll, you are never going to read this. But, I wanted to thank you for this year we have become so much closer, and you understand a lot of what I am going through. I feel like you will tell me the truth even if it hurts my feelings and I respect your opinion for that. Here's to a great summer together.

7. You, oh you. We've been through a lot together, and although I think you don't really care about me now, I still care about you a lot, not the way I used to but I still cherish your friendship. Mistake after mistake has been made, but this summer I hope to clear things up with you.

8. Well, I don't really know what to think of you. For some reason I get different vibes from you, when your around different people. Friends or not friends? I really hope the first one.

9. I don't like how you judge people, but I guess that is a part of life. I'm going to meet people who are just perfect and have never made a mistake.

10. Having so many classes with you this year shows me your playful and sweet side that I didn't think you had. It's very attractive so I hope you stay that way.

11. Wow, I can't believe I'm just now writing something about you, you are probably the one who I've spent the most of my time with this year. And I wouldn't trade those memories for the world. With every laugh and tear our friendship is stronger and stronger. Love you.

12. You chica are the FUNNIEST girl on the planet. BAR NONE. I honestly love your guts and hope that we hang out during this summer, because your name brings a smile to my face.

13. You are also a new friend, and I love ya already girly. I really hope that we get together this summer and have a bunch of fun to make up for time lost this year!

14. I miss being very close to you, you were like my brother... But I guess things can change in a couple of months...

15. Can we go back to the way things used to be...?

16. I love your music, hugs, pick me up texts, and smile.